The First Update Since Forever
i want a boy..
who would shove ice cream in my face.
who will wrestle with me.
who shows me off to his friends and family.
who treats me with respect.
who will call me at four in the morning,
to tell me he can't stop thinking about me
who could break my heart
but wouldn't dream of it
 
you drive me crazy, you never do
what I tell you to, and you challenge
everything I say, and I wish to hell
you'd stop it. you make me so mad
I yell at you, and then I look at you,
and I can't get enough of you, and
I know I never will.
Love me when I least deserve it,
because that's when I really need it.
I don't want to be your whole life,
just your favorite part.
 
You've got it bad when you like a guy so much
that you'll do anything to make him happy
even if it means helping him be with her.
You know it's meant to be when even the times
you can't stand him...he's the only person on your mind.
its just hard to lose someone
no matter how much or how
little it meant at the time
 
When you run from something
it only stays with you longer.
when you fight something,
It only makes it stronger.
randomly, she bites her lip,
hiding the picture in her mind;
randomly, she smiles.
she remembers every word
you said that night.
lately, i cry for no reason;
my emotions go up and quickly fall.
my head is still messed up & confused,
looks like i`ve been used and abused;
out of no where, tears run down my face
and it always happens in the worst place.
i`m always down and wearing a frown ..
tell me what will make this feeling go away,
i want it to leave but it just wants to stay.
 
I'd rather argue with you
than kiss anyone else.
I wish I had the chance to tell you
how much you mean to me, but you
wouldn't stop talking about her.
I knew from the begining that you
were just a flirt & yet I still fell in love with you.
 
i know he doesn`t wanna be with me ;;
he wants to be with her. so i'm not going
to interfere.. i'm just going to sit back &&
watch my whole world disappear..
I don't know where I stand with you and
I don't know what I mean to you.
All I know is that every time I see you,
all I want to do is be with you
talk to her ; she's a girl
the reason she doesn't talk first,
is because she has the vision of a boy
who will go out of his way for her <3
 
sweetheart, you can't bullshit me. see i've lied to
myself enough to know when someone else is
doing it. so let's try this again, and how about
the truth this time ? <3
everyone tries to impress that special someone,
but if you can't get them by being yourself,
then they can't be that special.
things have changed so much
they've gotten to the point where
i really don't know you anymore.
one of the worst feelings
in the world is having
to doubt something
you thought was unquestionable
 
& believe that everything happens for a
reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it
changes your life, let it. nobody said that it
would be easy. they just promised that it
would be worth it.
there's a In love we all take risks, we all fall down,
but you should never be scared
to go a little further or a little crazier,
cause in the end,
the sweetest love is the one
that made you lose control..
reason as to why
you can't forget those memories
that you claim you'd be
better off without.
find that reason.
maybe it has a hidden lesson.
maybe it was a life changing event.
or maybe, you just need it to prove
that the past really happened.<3
 
friends are the ones that prove if
you had nothing else in the world
except them .. you'd still have it all.
conversation between ex's .
-- regular= talking;; italics=thinking --
Girl: You're new girlfriend is pretty. I bet she stole your heart
Boy: Yeah.. she is. But your still the most beautiful girl I know
Girl: I hear shes funny & amazing. All the stuff I wasn't
Boy: She sure is. But she's nothing compared to you
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. Like how you knew just about everything about me
Boy: Only the stuff that count. I cant even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you
Girl: Well.. I hope you guys last. Cause we never did
Boy: I hope we do too. Whatever happened to me & you?
Girl: Well I gotta go. Before I start to cry
Boy: Yeah me too. I hope you don't cry
Girl: Bye. I still love you..
Boy: Later. I never stopped
hello again
seems like forever between now and then.
you look the same..
i mean, you look different but you haven't changed.
funny to think how the time gets away,
funny how you take me right back again
I will promise myself I won't care
distracting myself from your stare
and I've seen this mistake once before
with your games I will never fall for
 
well you might hide behind your computer screen.
and i might hide behind my music,
and she might hide behind her sports.
but the truth of it is, we all have something
that we are hiding. and maybe we should stop
running for cover, because what might happen
when those things can't defend us anymore?
can't you see we deserve better?
i'm sick of running away just to be together.
can't we stand up to them?
i want to face them with you.
he's so confusing,
some of the things he says to me makes me believe
that he really does like me,
and then some other things he says
makes me believe that im just a girl
that never crosses his mind.
 
I want you to fight for me.
I wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever
be with & that you wanted
to be with me.
I`m sorry for the things i didn`t do.
i`m sorry for the things i didn`t put you through.
you made me believe you cared.
but.. you were never really there.
so i`m sorry for waisting my time.
but really.. i`m gonna be fine..
If only I had the guts to feel this way.
And if only you'd look at me and want to stay
If I don't cry,
do you think I don't feel?
If I look away,
it doesn't mean I don't see,
and just because I want someone
when I'm alone,
doesn't mean I'm helpless,
that I can't stand on my own.
 
And I'm blasting my music so
I won't hear my thoughts,
but it's stupid because the lyrics just remind me
of what I'm trying to forget.
how did you manage to get all these
people to sing about you?
we have four years to be irresponsible
relax; work is for people with jobs. you'll never
remember class time, but you'll remember time
hanging out with your friends. so stay out late
go out on a tuesday night when you have a
paper due wednesday. spend money you dont have
& drink until the sunrise. the work never ends
but highschool does
you dont know what now to do
cause the chase is all you know
and she stopped running months ago
and all you see
is where else you could be
when you're at home
and out on the streets
are so many possibilities
to not be alone.
Admit it ;
you only want me,
when you can't have her.
instead of thinking about
what you're missing,
try thinking about what you have
that everyone else is missing.
 
and you may not know it
and i may not show it
but why can't you see
that you mean everything to me
If I'm so beautiful
If I'm so great
Then why do you insist
on making me wait?
If I make you happy
and I make you feel good
Then why don't you call me
like you said you would.
If you love me like a sister
and not any more
Then who are all those butterflies
and the beautifuls meant to be for?
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It's amazing how I can look in your eyes
Right after you've kissed me
And the whole world just floats away
And I forget the pain I've felt
Because you love me.
 
Hold me in your arms just see how it feels
Don't make me wait forever just because you know I will
Don't leave me hangin, wishin, waiting, hopin that you'll call
Darlin hold me in your arms and let me fall
No one has ever called me beautiful before
But you do everytime we talk
No one has ever kissed me just on the forehead before
But you do everytime you see me
I never felt so loved
and like I meant so much
until I found you.
Up late another night this week,
But I can't complain,
As I yawn again,
Cause I'm awake and,
Thinking only of you.
 
you're kind of like this proof to me
that everything will work out
perfectly in the end
Life is all about ass.
Everyone is either covering it,
laughing it off, kicking it,
kissing it, trying to get a
piece of it or being one.
^^lol i love that one
who really knows the real love?
we think we know it & we all want it
but who really know this feeling of love?
because i can't seem to find the real answer to it
did i really feel it? did i really see it?
or is it a word that people exaggerate?
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